Posted in Begin again., Embracing the pain of separation, Fight back, Something real, Soothing struggles

Felt Like A Fool

Last few years were so unfortunate that it keeps me awake even today. Sometimes I just feel like punishing myself really hard for accepting the apology but not denying to trust again. Deep down I already knew that I was just the object of desire, that people really liked me for a thousand reasons and all of them wanted to walk with me when the sun sets. So let’s agree to disagree because I either keep it all inside as silence is the best reply to a shock or tell exactly how I feel with no filter. I’m really sorry for the mean, awful and accurate things I might say because I was always told that be everyone’s friend but nobody’s fool but I just got caught, maybe I chose the darkness.

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Posted in Begin again., Fight back, Something real, Soothing struggles

Deals With The Devil

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Hey, silvered-tongued devils, y’ll gotta protect yourself ’cause I ain’t gonna be there but karma.

Hey, opportunists, I know y’ll really need me but find another prey I ain’t got time anymore.

Hey, zany devils, I’ve realized my fault too early and in the end we all die alone.

Devil, when I had angel inside me I found one in you too.

I let my hand hold thine.

When I had the crowd looking for mine.

Close your eyes and remember the past time.

You’ll see why today my heart is ravine.

Wasn’t ever attached to you

Yet felt estranged.

Too old at heart to get hurt

You are replaceable, it’s a no brainer.

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Posted in Happiness

The Heart Does Go On

“I’m lucky that I found what I love early in life and made it happen I have no regrets that I’m gonna die too soon”- Steve jobs.

Life is a not a game of being good at something which is not yours it’s a journey of searching the talent which is already within you. Who wants to die being unnamed? yes, that’s scary but who wants to die living someone else’s life? Don’t you want this? Don’t you think your life would’ve been different when no one else would’ve been watching you? Continue reading “The Heart Does Go On”

Posted in Something real

The Times We Had.

There was a time when Grandpa used to wake me up before the sounds of Church bells but now when I look back I keep crawling on my bed all day. Maybe because life is not so interesting and as I’m an adult there’s nobody responsible for my irresponsibility.
Gone are the days when we used to go on a long morning walk and talk about almost every eye-catching objects that crossed our way but now even five minutes with someone force me to talk about this stressful life and maturity. It was the time when I used to believe that singing Rain Rain Go Away will really stop the rain and Santa Claus does exist. The time when Mom used to award me five rupees for completing my homework and I used to by ten “not so tasty” candies only because the quantity was more. Continue reading “The Times We Had.”

Posted in Begin again., Happiness, Relationships, Something real

‘Cause they’ll be there forever.

Like every fellow human beings my life has centered around the wish to find happiness. I always wanted that perfect someone in my life. Here to confess,  I’ve never respected the precious love which I already have, of course, my mother. I lost my father at an early age and for some reasons Continue reading “‘Cause they’ll be there forever.”