Posted in Begin again., Embracing the pain of separation, Fight back, Something real, Soothing struggles

Felt Like A Fool

Last few years were so unfortunate that it keeps me awake even today. Sometimes I just feel like punishing myself really hard for accepting the apology but not denying to trust again. Deep down I already knew that I was just the object of desire, that people really liked me for a thousand reasons and all of them wanted to walk with me when the sun sets. So let’s agree to disagree because I either keep it all inside as silence is the best reply to a shock or tell exactly how I feel with no filter. I’m really sorry for the mean, awful and accurate things I might say because I was always told that be everyone’s friend but nobody’s fool but I just got caught, maybe I chose the darkness.

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Posted in Begin again., Fight back, Something real, Soothing struggles

Deals With The Devil

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Hey, silvered-tongued devils, y’ll gotta protect yourself ’cause I ain’t gonna be there but karma.

Hey, opportunists, I know y’ll really need me but find another prey I ain’t got time anymore.

Hey, zany devils, I’ve realized my fault too early and in the end we all die alone.

Devil, when I had angel inside me I found one in you too.

I let my hand hold thine.

When I had the crowd looking for mine.

Close your eyes and remember the past time.

You’ll see why today my heart is ravine.

Wasn’t ever attached to you

Yet felt estranged.

Too old at heart to get hurt

You are replaceable, it’s a no brainer.

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Twenty Eight Days Of Love

Baby, I always wanted you by my side. You were always there wiping my tears.

When you found I was unhappy you called me and started singing those 90’s songs and made me laugh. Baby, you made me believe in fairytale.

We watched those new released English songs together and dedicated to each other. I was in seventh heaven when you proposed me singing ‘Let Me’, by Zayn Malik.

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Posted in Begin again., Happiness, Relationships, Something real

‘Cause they’ll be there forever.

Like every fellow human beings my life has centered around the wish to find happiness. I always wanted that perfect someone in my life. Here to confess,  I’ve never respected the precious love which I already have, of course, my mother. I lost my father at an early age and for some reasons Continue reading “‘Cause they’ll be there forever.”