Posted in RELATIONSHIP

Leftovers

The tables have turned I ain’t making an effort ’cause I ain’t your leftover.

It’s interesting you came back but I was a kid and I’d say for one last time, one for you. Ain’t sure I loved you anyway.

You said it was a game, oh! it was so much fun but today you wanna come back? I look hot? seems like you wanna play again. Come on now! Can’t stop, so shut your mouth.

We were too hot and we turned it up but today, I’m so far away, somewhere I wanted to be and if you don’t know the place then know it babe.

I gave into the fire like a failure but boy I couldn’t give it to you and I know, I know, I know it ain’t your fault.

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Posted in EMOTIONS

Had It Been A Fairytale

“I want a girl who doesn’t know she’s beautiful, so I have an excuse to let her know that she is all the time”- Zayn Malik

Life is brutal. People change but you’ll always be you so never sacrifice who you are for anyone. I’ve never judged people on any criteria whenever I come across someone who feel he/she is ugly I make them believe that actually how beautiful they are and how irrelevant it is to bother yourself with a thought that will eventually fade away with its existence. As they say, “beauty lies in the eyes of beholder.” The one who’s going to stay life long with you will touch your soul and not just face. People are different, they think differently and all those who wander aren’t lost. Continue reading “Had It Been A Fairytale”

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Even Blood Couldn’t Bind Us

I love chess and honestly nobody till now with whom I’ve played this game has ever defeated me the only person who did is my younger brother because I taught him the tactics to play this game.

I wasn’t from those lucky elder sisters who got to see their brother’s childhood. Our circumstances had separated us for eight years and he never really recognized me during our early childhood days. After our father’s death, we moved together with our Mom to a different place and we were still kids. Continue reading “Even Blood Couldn’t Bind Us”

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Twenty Eight Days Of Love

Baby, I always wanted you by my side. You were always there wiping my tears.

When you found I was unhappy you called me and started singing those 90’s songs and made me laugh. Baby, you made me believe in fairytale.

We watched those new released English songs together and dedicated to each other. I was in seventh heaven when you proposed me singing ‘Let Me’, by Zayn Malik.

And you said it was for the rest of our life. Continue reading “Twenty Eight Days Of Love”

Posted in Happiness

The Heart Does Go On

“I’m lucky that I found what I love early in life and made it happen I have no regrets that I’m gonna die too soon”- Steve jobs.

Life is a not a game of being good at something which is not yours it’s a journey of searching the talent which is already within you. Who wants to die being unnamed? yes, that’s scary but who wants to die living someone else’s life? Don’t you want this? Don’t you think your life would’ve been different when no one else would’ve been watching you? Continue reading “The Heart Does Go On”

Posted in poetry

Being Unapologetic

The time was off? I was drunk? I was provoked? No, I was living it and I’m unapologetic.

I loved you. You mocked my feelings. I moved on. Wait! if I loved you how can I move on so easily? But I did. I’m unapologetic.

I was having a bad day. You were annoying, I didn’t mean it? I’m unapologetic.

I couldn’t help you because I couldn’t help myself. I should’ve been there but I wasn’t. I’m unapologetic.

I had a bad childhood. My experiences in life have never tasted sweet. Why don’t I keep crying over it? I’m over it. I’m unapologetic.

Why didn’t I tell anyone? I’m running my race, living my part and I didn’t find anyone worthy enough. I’m unapologetic.

I pretend to be busy. I love being portrayed as a workaholic. I’m ignoring your messages and phone calls? I’m unapologetic.

I believe in women having curves, walking so mean, smokey-eyed. Society didn’t approve. I’m unapologetic.

I stand with the truth so even if my beloved is wrong at some point, baby, I’m unapologetic.

If I do something which you consider “shameful”, it’s okay I ain’t hiding the truth, I don’t like mask, I’m unapologetic.

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Black Is Deep Enough.

Yes, I’m here, watching the waves, watching the stars. The blue sky is even more beautiful when it’s dark. Black isn’t the lonely colour anymore. Things are same, it’s me who has changed.

As a girl sometimes I regret being bold and frank with people who are still living under the shallow beliefs of culture and shyness and expect you to be a showpiece of innocence and respect. I can’t join the crowd who are with you even if it’s lonely I choose to be the way I am.

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When I Met An Incomplete Soul

In the process of growing older, I learnt to suppress my wishes deep inside my heart but even today I can’t deny myself that the most beautiful wish I had was to have someone in my life who’s afraid to lose me. I never imagined that this was going to be fulfilled in such a surprising way, it came out to be a girl who told me how important I was for her.

Two years ago, we students from different places in India, landed in a very different world of competition. With dreams in our eyes, we stepped in. We didn’t know if it was going to change our destiny forever. I still ask, where did we go wrong? 

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Posted in EMOTIONS, Motivation

Vibrate Higher- Let The Dead Leaves Drop


Negativity can only affect you if you are on the same frequency. The way is long and the time is less if you start kicking all the stones that comes your way you’ll never reach the destination for which you’re sacrificing your comfort zone. We feel helpless when we step out and meet fake people whose only intention is to torture us mentally and in this world of seven billion people almost half of them are monsters with friendly faces but that doesn’t mean that everyday you’ve to yell at your destiny and lose everything that you have.

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A Limb That Won’t Fall From The Family Tree.

I can’t always be happy and life is not only about happiness. Sometimes or maybe every time I feel depressed but that doesn’t mean that I need someone’s help. They don’t need to be there with me just because I was there with them during their bad times. I need to accept that I’m a stone now and I can’t smile, I really can’t and that’s perfectly okay. I’ve to tell myself that baby, this is life; accept it or quit.

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